Sun - Apr 20, 2008 : 08:04 pm
depressed
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Not good enough
koyote Dreams
(poem)
I told you I love you,
And yet you broke my heart.
you had to run around,
Behind my back!
Now I'm sitting here,
I can't think of anyonelse!
But the one thing rings in my head,
Why was I never good enough for you?
How come I'm alone?
I wanted to give you my heart,
But you just can't be true,
Can you?
Now your running around,
Trying to m...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:35 pm
lonely
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South of happienss
koyote Dreams
Well today my maw had this big Womens class about an hour away from here. So me and my family took her up there and we spent the few hours at the mall :-) We don't go to the mall to much cuz it's so far away! But I ain't t so sure I like it all that much, I ain't a people person my self. But it's ok some times. While I was there some very funny thi...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:05 pm
sad
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Evansence
koyote Dreams
I can't believe this. Evansence my all time favorite band the band I LOVE, I heard someting from them today that I never thought would happen. I got a cd that I've wanted today, got it home and started listing to it. Then I heard Amy Lee say the f word! "That's not right!" I thought to my self 'cuz Evansence don't cus. So I jumped on line...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 07:53 pm
confused
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Kyote dreams
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this is mainly to kyote dreams i dont know her rea name but shes really nice(atleast it seems so)
your a nice person and dont deserve none of the stuff happening to you like the yw person she can get lost.the breyers u really didnt deserve that no1 deserves it.it seems as though your having a harder time then 15 ppl put together put there is one...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 06:53 pm
peaceful
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daughters of darkness
cmt_music_awards
today has been a pretty good day except i cant find volume 2 of a really good book im reading called night world:daughters of darkness by l.j.smith if u have read it and really liked it comment telling me ur favorite point of the story and check back soon to c if i wrote u or put something under ur comment thnx and by
thanx for the hel...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 09:37 pm
bored
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My poem
koyote Dreams
(poem)
It's a new day,
And so I must fight.
Fight for my right live!
As time gose on,
I know my suffering will be small.
But why must I stuggle at all?
Time will go on,
And soon I'll be,
Just another scar on your heart.
Am I so alone?
My sadness and pain,
I'll never show.
But will time go on for me?
Can there be light behind my sorrow...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 08:35 pm
content
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Long long day
koyote Dreams
Today has been ok I guess.. My Maw and I stayed in the house all day and cleaned, while the boys worked in the yard. I hate "womens work"!!!! I rather be out side, but of corse I can't.
I'm tired!!! Tomorrow I'm suppost to skip out stake sports day and go with my Maw to this womens class thingy, I'm hoping that some one I know fr...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 06:00 pm
spiritual
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Gen. Conf. - Sustaining - Uchtdorf
PoeticIntensity
I didn't really anticipate writing anything about the sustaining of the church officers after seeing it, but for some reason, when President Uchtdorf asked all the elders and high priests to stand and sustain Thomas S. Monson as president of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and Prophet, Seer, and Revelator, something I didn't expect ...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 03:18 pm
sad
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advice needed
cmt_music_awards
my mom has been gone 4 5yrs and 11 1/2 months im almost 11 on my b-day it will be exactly 6 yrs she left on my birthday may 7 i feel really sad all the time my bff was 6 his nme was john(my bro)he was taken wen my mom left he lives iwt her
plz gimme some advice...
Thu - Apr 17, 2008 : 07:53 pm
confused
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Life for a southern girl
koyote Dreams
I've been talking to Johnny Depp, but one night while talking to him I saw this other girl post him telling him that she hates his singing and that he's fake. For about four days she just bashed him then I got to thinking; what if he ain't the real Johnny? I tryed looking at what he might have said to her, but I can't. If it ain't the REAL Johnny t...
Wed - Dec 24, 2008 : 10:33 am
excited
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Snow? On Christmas?
PoeticIntensity
I cannot remember the last time it actually full-on snowed on Christmas day. For the past 5 years or so, there have been seasons where it almost snowed and threatened to snow, but it's always been a disappointment.
This year, however, I believe there's hope. At least that's what the weather people are saying. Let's cross our fi...
Fun / Life / Personal
Sun - Sep 02, 2007 : 04:16 pm
pensive
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2007 Monterey Trip - Day 2
PoeticIntensity
Day Two....
I woke up this morning to a wonderful sore-throat. Nothing too bad, and I felt that it's one of those that will go away as the hours pass by. Turns up I was right.
I rolled around in bed (after getting probably like.... 2-3 hours of sleep on Friday night) this morning for a good 2 hours, trying to go back to sleep.
When I...
Personal
Tue - Sep 29, 2009 : 04:46 pm
excited
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Drum Overdub
AudioGuru
At Advanced Budget Studios, we certainly can take an idea and create a masterpiece from nothing, but what if you've already got a great recording, but you just need that certain something to make it really stand out? In the case of the G and M Project, they already a great recording of their song, Heartbreaker, but it wasn't quite where they ...
Audio / Drums / Mastering / Mixing / Music
Sun - Apr 27, 2008 : 06:30 pm
grateful
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Blessing
I just had my patriarchal blessing done a few hours ago. I'm excited about it and the things I was told, but it didn't say some things I wanted to hear. I'm kind of just writing here to get some of my thoughts out in the open. This is just basically just the beginning of...
Thu - Jun 12, 2008 : 06:04 pm
caffeinated
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Gen. Conf. - Faith Fathers - Uchtdorf
PoeticIntensity
As I sit here listening to, watching, and reading the talk given by President Uchtdorf, I'm puzzled by my lack of caring of the faith of my fathers.
I don't exactly know why it is, but I..... I've never really looked at what my parents believe being a part of my faith. I don't know if that is wrong or what...
What I believe is what ...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Wed - Jul 23, 2008 : 04:59 pm
pensive
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3491 total views
Gen. Conf. - One in the Crowd - Nuen...
PoeticIntensity
This talk was wonderful! It brought many memories of my adolescence to mind, along with quite a few ponderous questions which I had never before contemplated.
I'm not sure if it's my current mood, or the Spirit or what, but this talk was wonderful.
It brought back memories of my own childhood, when I made decisions which would bring on ma...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Fri - May 29, 2009 : 01:27 am
tired
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"Good Times" Trip to Cali
PoeticIntensity
Man... I've been having mixed emotions about the oncoming trip to California for a number of reasons. I mean, this trip really has been putting both me and my wife through the ringer. First, I got a new job, and am being quite challenged by my new tasks there. Taking time off to go on a vacation right now isn't the best idea...
Fri - Aug 24, 2007 : 11:23 pm
content
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Random Ramblings
PoeticIntensity
Well... All I can really say today is:
"Thank heavens for time."
The reason I say that, is because if it weren't for time, we'd never get over our sicknesses, and holy crud, I'm about done with this one.
Today was the first day Sarah really felt good enough to be home with the kids happy, and healthy for the most part, and if she...
Personal
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 06:00 pm
spiritual
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Gen. Conf. - Sustaining - Uchtdorf
PoeticIntensity
I didn't really anticipate writing anything about the sustaining of the church officers after seeing it, but for some reason, when President Uchtdorf asked all the elders and high priests to stand and sustain Thomas S. Monson as president of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and Prophet, Seer, and Revelator, something I didn't expect ...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Tue - Jan 17, 2006 : 10:52 pm
no mood
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Bad Decisions....
PoeticIntensity
Ya know... Today I really messed up. Well, not *really*, but I messed up pretty badly if we're considering the goal I set at the beginning of this week.
I decided to play Need For Speed Underground 2 (my latest addiction) for a "while" and it turned out to be for "7 hours". Yeah.. That's just not cool when all the decisions I'm making are suppos...
Tue - Oct 26, 2010 : 09:49 am
excited
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3044 total views
New Samples
AudioGuru
So, we've been busy at the studio lately. So much so, I've neglected to update the site's samples. We've got a few new ones up, and so I thought I'd let everyone know a bit about em'.
ScramJet : Tread Softly - ScramJet is a band out of Salt Lake City, dead-set on bringing their musical vision to life. They kn...
Audio / Mixing / Music
Wed - Jul 23, 2008 : 04:59 pm
pensive
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3491 total views
Gen. Conf. - One in the Crowd - Nuen...
PoeticIntensity
This talk was wonderful! It brought many memories of my adolescence to mind, along with quite a few ponderous questions which I had never before contemplated.
I'm not sure if it's my current mood, or the Spirit or what, but this talk was wonderful.
It brought back memories of my own childhood, when I made decisions which would bring on ma...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Thu - Apr 05, 2007 : 12:43 pm
no mood
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3746 total views
Javascript form submission gotcha
PoeticIntensity
I spent about 2 hours today trying to debug something so stupid and simple as the following code.
<script>
function submit_me() {
document.form1test.submit();
}
</script>
<form name="form1test" method="post" action="newuser.php">
<input name="submit" type="button" value=&...
Computers / Programming
Wed - Jun 18, 2008 : 11:22 am
peaceful
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Gen. Conf. - Soul Delighteth - Tanner
PoeticIntensity
I just finished reading the talk "My Soul Delighteth in the Things of the Lord", and it was a good talk.
It made me think of my own upbringing, and the upbringing of my children. I loved the following statement:
"I delight that I am a daughter of Heavenly Father, who loves me. I learned of my divine identity in my earliest ...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Sun - Nov 15, 2009 : 01:19 am
grateful
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It's Been Awhile...
PoeticIntensity
Wow... It's been a long, long time since I updated anything about my life on here. Mostly because stuff got really busy, and really interesting about April of this year. I've documented all the crud that we've gone through, so no need to rehash that.
What I would like to say is that music is more a part of my life now than it ever has...
Life / Music / Personal
Fri - Mar 05, 2010 : 02:28 pm
tired
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Alma : 63
PoeticIntensity
Okay... I forgot that Alma had 63 chapters.
This chapter has always just kind of made me raise an eyebrow while reading it. I must say, I felt the Spirit while reading it, and I know it's true, but I wonder why it was written.
Why did Mormon dedicate half a chapter to people "going northward"? And what about the ships?&nbs...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Scriptures
Thu - Jul 28, 2011 : 11:49 am
content
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Ether : 9
PoeticIntensity
Not much to write about on this chapter... Lots of backbiting, hatred, slaying of kin, destruction of entire civilizations due to war, living in righteousness and prospering because of it. Poisonous serpents, famine, more death, repentance, and just the general way the people live within the pride cycle.
Not a bad chapter, but n...
Book Of Mormon / Lds
Mon - Feb 08, 2010 : 01:57 pm
happy
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Alma : 58
PoeticIntensity
Hehe.... According to this verse, I guess even Lamanites can learn!
"Stand fast in the liberty wherewith God has made us free!"
Yeah... I think I'm gonna have that made into a poster, and hang it on my wall or something.
The big message of this chapter, and the few preceeding it, for me, would have to be "Rely on The Lord for y...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Personal / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Mon - Sep 27, 2010 : 02:18 pm
excited
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For The Love of The Craft
AudioGuru
Take a moment, now, and think about what you'd do if you had access to unlimited funds, and didn't have to "work" another day of your life.
I once heard a multi-millionaire state that, "money brings out with clarity, that which is inside you." If you love to watch football with a passion, then having loads of money would...
Babblings
Mon - Jul 06, 2009 : 09:53 pm
tired
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Alma : 33
PoeticIntensity
Hmm... I really like when prophets, like Alma, quote other prophets to make a point. The best way to keep the doctrine pure is to look the reference up. Otherwise, it inevitably will be diluted down. Ain't no doctrine like pure doctrine.
Interesting that the quote from Zenos in verses 4-11 is paraphrased beautifully in Alm...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Religion / Scriptures