Sun - Apr 20, 2008 : 08:04 pm
depressed
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Not good enough
koyote Dreams
(poem)
I told you I love you,
And yet you broke my heart.
you had to run around,
Behind my back!
Now I'm sitting here,
I can't think of anyonelse!
But the one thing rings in my head,
Why was I never good enough for you?
How come I'm alone?
I wanted to give you my heart,
But you just can't be true,
Can you?
Now your running around,
Trying to m...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:35 pm
lonely
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South of happienss
koyote Dreams
Well today my maw had this big Womens class about an hour away from here. So me and my family took her up there and we spent the few hours at the mall :-) We don't go to the mall to much cuz it's so far away! But I ain't t so sure I like it all that much, I ain't a people person my self. But it's ok some times. While I was there some very funny thi...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:05 pm
sad
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Evansence
koyote Dreams
I can't believe this. Evansence my all time favorite band the band I LOVE, I heard someting from them today that I never thought would happen. I got a cd that I've wanted today, got it home and started listing to it. Then I heard Amy Lee say the f word! "That's not right!" I thought to my self 'cuz Evansence don't cus. So I jumped on line...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 07:53 pm
confused
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Kyote dreams
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this is mainly to kyote dreams i dont know her rea name but shes really nice(atleast it seems so)
your a nice person and dont deserve none of the stuff happening to you like the yw person she can get lost.the breyers u really didnt deserve that no1 deserves it.it seems as though your having a harder time then 15 ppl put together put there is one...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 06:53 pm
peaceful
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daughters of darkness
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today has been a pretty good day except i cant find volume 2 of a really good book im reading called night world:daughters of darkness by l.j.smith if u have read it and really liked it comment telling me ur favorite point of the story and check back soon to c if i wrote u or put something under ur comment thnx and by
thanx for the hel...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 09:37 pm
bored
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My poem
koyote Dreams
(poem)
It's a new day,
And so I must fight.
Fight for my right live!
As time gose on,
I know my suffering will be small.
But why must I stuggle at all?
Time will go on,
And soon I'll be,
Just another scar on your heart.
Am I so alone?
My sadness and pain,
I'll never show.
But will time go on for me?
Can there be light behind my sorrow...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 08:35 pm
content
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Long long day
koyote Dreams
Today has been ok I guess.. My Maw and I stayed in the house all day and cleaned, while the boys worked in the yard. I hate "womens work"!!!! I rather be out side, but of corse I can't.
I'm tired!!! Tomorrow I'm suppost to skip out stake sports day and go with my Maw to this womens class thingy, I'm hoping that some one I know fr...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 06:00 pm
spiritual
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Gen. Conf. - Sustaining - Uchtdorf
PoeticIntensity
I didn't really anticipate writing anything about the sustaining of the church officers after seeing it, but for some reason, when President Uchtdorf asked all the elders and high priests to stand and sustain Thomas S. Monson as president of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and Prophet, Seer, and Revelator, something I didn't expect ...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 03:18 pm
sad
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advice needed
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my mom has been gone 4 5yrs and 11 1/2 months im almost 11 on my b-day it will be exactly 6 yrs she left on my birthday may 7 i feel really sad all the time my bff was 6 his nme was john(my bro)he was taken wen my mom left he lives iwt her
plz gimme some advice...
Thu - Apr 17, 2008 : 07:53 pm
confused
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Life for a southern girl
koyote Dreams
I've been talking to Johnny Depp, but one night while talking to him I saw this other girl post him telling him that she hates his singing and that he's fake. For about four days she just bashed him then I got to thinking; what if he ain't the real Johnny? I tryed looking at what he might have said to her, but I can't. If it ain't the REAL Johnny t...
Tue - Sep 16, 2008 : 10:21 am
happy
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Mosiah : 10
PoeticIntensity
The first thing I noticed this time reading this was that even though the Nephites under Zeniff were at a time of peace, after the war, Zeniff was diligent in continuing his building of weaponry. Not sure why that struck me this time, but the very first verse jumped out.
Maybe it's because they didn't make any assumptions about their enemy....
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Personal / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Mon - Sep 13, 2010 : 09:08 am
grateful
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3 Nephi : 14
PoeticIntensity
The golden rule seems to have come out of this chapter.
The first thing that caught my attention in this chapter is the possible meaning of verses 4 and 5. the "mote in thy brother's eye" verses. Some people would interpret this as "live and let live", or "worry about yourself, not others". To...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Sun - Nov 02, 2008 : 10:10 pm
happy
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Samuel's Baby Blessing
PoeticIntensity
Well... Today was the big day at church with the blessing of the newest addition to the Jones family, Samuel Jones.
The blessing went well, even if I did botch the proclamation of the power by which the blessing was given. I'm glad God is a forgiving God.
The spirit of the meeting was wonderful, and it testified quite powerfully of one sp...
Family / Friends / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Tue - Oct 04, 2011 : 12:43 pm
grateful
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Moroni : 6
PoeticIntensity
This was a good chapter. Starts out stating that worthiness is necessary in order for baptism into the Lord's church:
bringing forth fruit of worthiness (not entirely sure what this means, specifically)
having a broken heart and contrite spirit, showing a witness of true repentance
taking upon yourself the name of Chris...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Tue - Jul 01, 2008 : 11:48 pm
grateful
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Welcome Back, Jason.
PoeticIntensity
To have that taken away which is precious to you usually results in one of two things. Either you do what is required to get back what was taken from you, or you devalue the thing which was taken, justifying its absence.
About three years ago, for one reason alone, my Temple recommend was revoked from me and the ensuing years caused me to ...
Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Tue - Nov 18, 2008 : 02:33 pm
happy
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Conversation Over Fries
PoeticIntensity
I just got back from a lunch with a long-time friend. You know the type... The type of friend who has shown true colors throughout the years, and whose colors you've grown to love.
Yeah.. Anyway...
We got to talking about some pretty cool stuff that I thought I'd write down, just so I can go back and read them again.
The ...
Friends / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Wed - Dec 05, 2007 : 05:34 pm
excited
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Skype 2.0 Beta + Webcam
PoeticIntensity
Earlier today I wrote about my experience trying to get a Logitech Orbit AF webcam installed in Gentoo Linux.
About 2 hours later, I finally got Skype 2.0 beta to work (after figuring out a problem with QT), and upon loading it, configuring it, and finding someone with whom to test it (thanks, mindjuju), I finally got a webcam to act as a streami...
Computers / Gentoo / Linux
Mon - Jun 23, 2008 : 12:09 am
tired
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Toilets and Servers
PoeticIntensity
This past Thursday, we finally decided to rip it up. I mean, literally - rip it up.
Then, we decided to take it out the backyard to see what the heck was clogging it all up.
It was just as we suspected. Collin had flushed a freaking toy cell-phone down our toilet!
and yes, we took the toilet out in the backyard, twisted it, turned it...
Personal
Mon - Oct 13, 2008 : 04:02 pm
tired
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Mosiah : 24
PoeticIntensity
Hmm.... I'm kind of tired right now, but I figured I needed to read some scriptures...
This time around, I realize how being under the rule of a tyrant would be absolutely horrible. In this case, Alma was under the rule of one (or more) of the Amulonites - which were his wicked peers when they were the king's priests. Talk about...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Personal / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Sun - Aug 05, 2007 : 11:13 pm
peaceful
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A Good Sabbath
PoeticIntensity
I just got home from Jovi's baby blessing (Brandon and Chloe's first baby) and it was a pretty cool experience.
Today was a good day because I thought that it was gonna be .... not good.
Yesterday night, I stayed out a bit too late, and thus didn't get a whole lot of sleep last night. In fact, on my way home, my good friend Steve bought me ...
Thu - Sep 23, 2010 : 05:01 pm
excited
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Progress Continues...
AudioGuru
Aside from being booked solid last week, Advanced Budget Studios has made some progress on the techinical side as well. Up until now, we have only been able to handle 8 simultaneous streams of audio into the workstation, however, due to the success we've been having, we saw a need to upgrade. We now have two M-audio delta 1010's synced ...
Audio Hardware
Tue - Sep 13, 2011 : 10:42 am
content
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Ether : 12 - Continued
PoeticIntensity
Ya know.. I think the whole "sight" thing is over-rated. "Dispute not because ye see not" just shouldn't be an issue. Prime example is Laman and Lemuel. They saw angels, and it didn't do jack-squat. Personally, I believe the sense of the Spirit (as opposed to the sense of sight, or hearing, or...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Scriptures / Spiritual
Sun - Nov 15, 2009 : 01:19 am
grateful
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It's Been Awhile...
PoeticIntensity
Wow... It's been a long, long time since I updated anything about my life on here. Mostly because stuff got really busy, and really interesting about April of this year. I've documented all the crud that we've gone through, so no need to rehash that.
What I would like to say is that music is more a part of my life now than it ever has...
Life / Music / Personal
Thu - Mar 04, 2010 : 02:40 pm
spiritual
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Alma : 61, 62
PoeticIntensity
Reading through Alma 60 and 61, I can vividly imagine what it would be like to live in times like those. I imagine the cry for freedom being heard through the streets, as neighbors and friends decide to take up arms in defense of our right to worship how we want, and for the protection of our families, traditions, and way of life. Putti...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Personal / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Mon - Jun 02, 2008 : 02:55 pm
anxious
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Gen. Conf. - 12YrOld Deacon - Madsen
PoeticIntensity
The beginning of this talk was set by talking about the experience President Gordon B. Hinckley had as a deacon. He spoke of the moving power of the men singing "Praise To The Man", at a Stake Priesthood Meeting.
While reading that experience, my mind immediately turned back to a very similar experience I had when beginning my mis...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Wed - Jun 18, 2008 : 11:22 am
peaceful
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Gen. Conf. - Soul Delighteth - Tanner
PoeticIntensity
I just finished reading the talk "My Soul Delighteth in the Things of the Lord", and it was a good talk.
It made me think of my own upbringing, and the upbringing of my children. I loved the following statement:
"I delight that I am a daughter of Heavenly Father, who loves me. I learned of my divine identity in my earliest ...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Tue - Feb 09, 2010 : 05:00 pm
excited
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Alma : 59
PoeticIntensity
Okay... First question about this chapter which really intrigues me is this: Why would Moroni immediately assume wickedness on the part of the Nephites as soon as Nephihah was taken over?
I don't ask this question rhetorically, or sarcastically because if I were him, I guess I could think of a thousand other reasons why a city would g...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Scriptures
Wed - Jan 30, 2008 : 10:03 pm
content
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1st Nephi : 19
PoeticIntensity
Ya know, I love verse 6, and verses like it (2nd Nephi 4, for example). The reason is quite simple.
Sometimes it's hard to remember that prophets are people, too. They're just subject to Satan's temptations and mistakes and errors and such as we are. Verses like this remind me that they aren't perfect, and it brings them down to...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Sun - Oct 21, 2007 : 02:05 am
content
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Mustang's Fog-lights?
PoeticIntensity
I simply must blog about this - quickly.
When I arrived home from a trip through some pretty insane snow tonight, I simply had to test a theory I had about my 2007 Mustang GT's headlights vs. fog-lights. (Apart from the chance to drive like a maniac in the snow, which I absolutely love)
So, I get my car going about 25 down a very lowly-li...
Cars / Miscellaneous
Mon - Nov 30, 2009 : 12:08 am
tired
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First Youtube Upload
PoeticIntensity
Man... This past month has been a friggin' whirlwind. I refuse to believe November is nearly gone.
Anyway... Jesse and I are almost done with our debut Christmas album, "Herod the Fink", and while recording the last drum session, I thought it might be cool to see what I look like when I play. Well, as fate would have i...
Drums / Music / Personal