I love my journal
blogs write info begin my stuff
 
Tags
PERSONAL 339
LDS 314
SPIRITUAL 299
BOOK OF MORMON 239
SCRIPTURES 152
RELIGION 113
MUSIC 101
LINUX 79
AUDIO 70
COMPUTERS 64
LIFE 51
MISCELLANEOUS 50
GENERAL CONFERENCE 44
GENTOO 39
PROGRAMMING 32
CARS 28
FAMILY 26
AUDIO HARDWARE 25
MICROSOFT 23
STUDIO 21
FUN 20
BABBLINGS 20
I LOVE MY JOURNAL 19
DRUMS 19
MIXING 16
CHILDREN 15
VIDEO 14
CURRENT EVENTS 12
DRM 9
NATURE'S WAY 8
EVERYDAY THOUGHTS 7
FRIENDS 7
POETRY 7
HEROD THE FINK 6


RSS Feed

RSS FeedSubscribe!

Entries
Newest
Sun - Apr 20, 2008 : 08:04 pm
depressed
   rated 0 times
0.21 daily views
1429 total views
Not good enough
koyote Dreams
1 comment
(poem)
I told you I love you, And yet you broke my heart. you had to run around, Behind my back! Now I'm sitting here, I can't think of anyonelse! But the one thing rings in my head, Why was I never good enough for you? How come I'm alone? I wanted to give you my heart, But you just can't be true, Can you? Now your running around, Trying to m...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:35 pm
lonely
   rated 0 times
0.17 daily views
1131 total views
South of happienss
koyote Dreams
1 comment
Well today my maw had this big Womens class about an hour away from here. So me and my family took her up there and we spent the few hours at the mall :-) We don't go to the mall to much cuz it's so far away! But I ain't t so sure I like it all that much, I ain't a people person my self. But it's ok some times. While I was there some very funny thi...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:05 pm
sad
   rated 0 times
0.17 daily views
1110 total views
Evansence
koyote Dreams
2 comments
I can't believe this. Evansence my all time favorite band the band I LOVE, I heard someting from them today that I never thought would happen. I got a cd that I've wanted today, got it home and started listing to it. Then I heard Amy Lee say the f word! "That's not right!" I thought to my self 'cuz Evansence don't cus. So I jumped on line...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 07:53 pm
confused
   rated 0 times
0.09 daily views
617 total views
Kyote dreams
cmt_music_awards
2 comments
this is mainly to kyote dreams i dont know her rea name but shes really nice(atleast it seems so) your a nice person and dont deserve none of the stuff happening to you like the yw person she can get lost.the breyers u really didnt deserve that no1 deserves it.it seems as though your having a harder time then 15 ppl put together put there is one...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 06:53 pm
peaceful
   rated 0 times
0.10 daily views
652 total views
daughters of darkness
cmt_music_awards
1 comment
today has been a pretty good day except i cant find volume 2 of a really good book im reading called night world:daughters of darkness by l.j.smith if u have read it and really liked it comment telling me ur favorite point of the story and check back soon to c if i wrote u or put something under ur comment thnx and by   thanx for the hel...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 09:37 pm
bored
   rated 0 times
0.16 daily views
1060 total views
My poem
koyote Dreams
1 comment
(poem)
It's a new day, And so I must fight. Fight for my right live! As time gose on, I know my suffering will be small. But why must I stuggle at all? Time will go on, And soon I'll be, Just another scar on your heart. Am I so  alone? My sadness and pain, I'll never show. But will time go on for me? Can there be light behind my sorrow...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 08:35 pm
content
   rated 0 times
0.15 daily views
1019 total views
Long long day
koyote Dreams
1 comment
Today has been ok I guess.. My Maw and I stayed in the house all day and cleaned, while the boys worked in the yard. I hate "womens work"!!!! I rather be out side, but of corse I can't. I'm tired!!! Tomorrow I'm suppost to skip out stake sports day and  go with my Maw to this womens class thingy, I'm hoping that some one I know fr...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 06:00 pm
spiritual
   rated 0 times
0.56 daily views
3768 total views
Gen. Conf. - Sustaining - Uchtdorf
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
I didn't really anticipate writing anything about the sustaining of the church officers after seeing it, but for some reason, when President Uchtdorf asked all the elders and high priests to stand and sustain Thomas S. Monson as president of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and Prophet, Seer, and Revelator, something I didn't expect ...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 03:18 pm
sad
   rated 0 times
0.09 daily views
635 total views
advice needed
cmt_music_awards
5 comments
my mom has been gone 4 5yrs and 11 1/2 months im almost 11 on my b-day it will be exactly 6 yrs she left on my birthday may 7 i feel really sad all the time my bff was 6 his nme was john(my bro)he was taken wen my mom left he lives iwt her   plz gimme some advice...
Thu - Apr 17, 2008 : 07:53 pm
confused
   rated 0 times
0.17 daily views
1166 total views
Life for a southern girl
koyote Dreams
3 comments
I've been talking to Johnny Depp, but one night while talking to him I saw this other girl post him telling him that she hates his singing and that he's fake. For about four days she just bashed him then I got to thinking; what if he ain't the real Johnny? I tryed looking at what he might have said to her, but I can't. If it ain't the REAL Johnny t...
Highest Rated
Sun - Apr 04, 2010 : 02:09 pm
grateful
   rated 0 times
0.62 daily views
3743 total views
Conference Notes 4
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
Even before the speakers begin, I've gotta note that the music played and sung during this conference has moved me just as much as the speakers' messages have.  Simply superb.  Maybe this is because music is playing a much bigger role than it ever has in my life now...  The music and spirit it brings with it is simply sublime. &nbs...
General Conference / Lds / Spiritual
Fri - Sep 24, 2010 : 09:59 pm
tired
   rated 0 times
1.00 daily view
5842 total views
gentoo + jack + dbus = broken
PoeticIntensity
3 comments
Linux + gentoo + jack-audio-connection-kit + dbus use flag enabled = doesn't work any more. Okay... Just a personal note to remember. DO NOT COMPILE jack-audio-connection-kit WITH THE dbus FLAG ENABLED!  IT REMOVES jackd WHICH IS WHAT  qjackctl USES TO START THE JACK SERVER. So... Unless I'm missing something, this is pretty much th...
Audio / Gentoo / Linux
Wed - Jul 16, 2008 : 03:29 pm
grateful
   rated 0 times
0.54 daily views
3564 total views
Gen. Conf. - Will Not Yield - Zwick
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
Ya know...  I really liked this talk.  There were points in it where I found his words coming through my mind's eye of the past. While growing up, I was probably on the extreme of what Elder Zwick was trying to convey.  Instead of being tempted to go along with the crowd, I thought the crowd was stupid, and I didn't need them. ...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Thu - Feb 02, 2006 : 08:44 pm
no mood
   rated 0 times
0.42 daily views
3130 total views
Life is a contradiction.
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
Man.... No wonder we're all so screwed up in this life. If someone out there honestly does not think he or she is screwed up in some manner hasn't really lived. :) The whole reason for my saying this is the very essence of my life. If I've been taught once, I've been taught 1,000,000 times that to touch a lit burner on a stove is to get B-U-R-N-E-...
Mon - Apr 12, 2010 : 09:05 pm
amazed
   rated 0 times
0.72 daily views
4293 total views
Vain Consolation
AudioGuru
0 comments
I've recently had the awesome opportunity to work on a good friend's musical masterpiece.  He calls it "Vain Consolation", and it really is quite awesome.  I'll post a snippet if I can soon.  We're still waiting for some of the musical puzzle pieces to be put into place, and when that happens, we'll have a pretty incredible...
Music
Mon - Nov 30, 2009 : 05:13 pm
somber
   rated 0 times
0.57 daily views
3487 total views
Alma : 43
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
I wasn't planning on writing about this chapter this time, but something which kind of makes me wonder stood out to me this time. What's the deal with the armor of the Lamanites being so slim?  I mean, seriously.  If I were going to war, I would definitely do everything I could to protect myself and ensure victory.  Loin cloths and...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Scriptures / Spiritual
Thu - Aug 27, 2009 : 02:01 pm
blah
   rated 0 times
0.74 daily views
4624 total views
Linux + ATI != ETQW
PoeticIntensity
2 comments
Okay..  I have no idea why I'm writing this, but to heck with it.  People should know.  Either that, or I need to figure out what the hey I'm doing wrong. So, about a year ago I began a crusade to help AMD / ATI as much as I possibly could.  I've already been buying AMD processors now for at least 5 years for myself, my work,...
Computers / Games / Linux / Microsoft
Wed - May 14, 2008 : 01:12 pm
content
   rated 0 times
0.78 daily views
5219 total views
Gen. Conf. - Abuse - Scott
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
While Elder Scott was talking about the justice of the Father, I couldn't help but remember a very simple conversation I had with a childhood friend named Jared Peck. He was talking about scenarios of people hurting the ones he loved, and how he would get back at them.  I sat and made the required remarks such as, "oh", and "y...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Thu - Mar 11, 2010 : 02:59 pm
sick
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3311 total views
Helaman : 2
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
Ya know...  I sure would like to know what the politics of the time were back then.  Helaman's guard was able to single-handedly save the newly-appointed chief judge, by disguise, intellect, and ultimately a firm blade straight through the heart.  Yet, the account says nothing of telling anyone what was happening during the incident....
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Wed - Aug 24, 2011 : 11:33 am
grateful
   rated 0 times
0.60 daily views
3279 total views
Ether : 12 - Amazing
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
So, the very first thing which came to mind this time around was from the first verse.  Ether seemed to be a fairly amazing person and a great prophet.  So... How did he get to be that way?  I'd love to hear the story of Ether's conversion - especially considering the environment he grew up in - being born in captivity.  Interes...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Personal / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Most Viewed
Tue - Jan 26, 2010 : 06:45 pm
content
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3320 total views
Alma : 54 - Moroni's Anger
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
Wow...  Moroni doesn't mix words, does he...  Reading this through as much of an objective filter as possible, I'd say there's some serious judgements going on.  Moroni blatantly calls Ammoron a "child of hell", and tells him that his brother went to hell.  heh...  Pretty gutsy, if ya ask me.  Going off of wh...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Religion / Scriptures
Thu - Mar 04, 2010 : 02:40 pm
spiritual
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3296 total views
Alma : 61, 62
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
Reading through Alma 60 and 61, I can vividly imagine what it would be like to live in times like those.  I imagine the cry for freedom being heard through the streets, as neighbors and friends decide to take up arms in defense of our right to worship how we want, and for the protection of our families, traditions, and way of life.  Putti...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Personal / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Mon - Nov 30, 2009 : 12:08 am
tired
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3399 total views
First Youtube Upload
PoeticIntensity
4 comments
Man... This past month has been a friggin' whirlwind.  I refuse to believe November is nearly gone. Anyway...  Jesse and I are almost done with our debut Christmas album, "Herod the Fink", and while recording the last drum session, I thought it might be cool to see what I look like when I play.  Well, as fate would have i...
Drums / Music / Personal
Sun - Oct 21, 2007 : 02:05 am
content
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3812 total views
Mustang's Fog-lights?
PoeticIntensity
1 comment
I simply must blog about this - quickly. When I arrived home from a trip through some pretty insane snow tonight, I simply had to test a theory I had about my 2007 Mustang GT's headlights vs. fog-lights.  (Apart from the chance to drive like a maniac in the snow, which I absolutely love) So, I get my car going about 25 down a very lowly-li...
Cars / Miscellaneous
Wed - Jan 30, 2008 : 10:03 pm
content
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3776 total views
1st Nephi : 19
PoeticIntensity
1 comment
Ya know, I love verse 6, and verses like it (2nd Nephi 4, for example).  The reason is quite simple. Sometimes it's hard to remember that prophets are people, too.  They're just subject to Satan's temptations and mistakes and errors and such as we are.  Verses like this remind me that they aren't perfect, and it brings them down to...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Personal / Spiritual
Fri - Jun 25, 2010 : 10:38 am
excited
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3234 total views
Herod The Fink Continues...
AudioGuru
0 comments
We had the awesome opportunity to work, once again, with Herod The Fink last weekend, and ended our session with some serious improvements to some songs we had already recorded. We totally re-invented the introduction to Desperate Husband's Chorus, which now is sure to give a healthy round of grins to all that hear it.  We also put a pretty ...
Audio / Music
Mon - Sep 27, 2010 : 02:18 pm
excited
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3215 total views
For The Love of The Craft
AudioGuru
1 comment
Take a moment, now, and think about what you'd do if you had access to unlimited funds, and didn't have to "work" another day of your life. I once heard a multi-millionaire state that, "money brings out with clarity, that which is inside you."  If you love to watch football with a passion, then having loads of money would...
Babblings
Tue - Oct 23, 2007 : 01:39 pm
irritated
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3810 total views
Where Did My Internet Go?
PoeticIntensity
1 comment
Okay...  I like my RSS feeds because they keep me up-to-date with the stuff I'm interested in. So, I click on this feed which leads me to article about a mom getting mad at Balmer for some reason or another.  Instead of going to the site itself, I'm brought to this full-page ad for something I'm not even remotely interested in. So,...
Computers / Current Events
Fri - Sep 26, 2008 : 11:52 am
amazed
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3599 total views
Mosiah : 16 & 17
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
Trying to read this section of Mosiah as a whole concept, rather than nitpick each individual nugget of doctrine has given me a new appreciation for how stupid people can be. Seriously...  How could a person or people be so dense as to burn someone at the stake who, 3 days previous, had the power of God upon him to the degree that nobody wan...
Book Of Mormon / Lds / Personal / Religion / Scriptures / Spiritual
Wed - Jul 23, 2008 : 04:59 pm
pensive
   rated 0 times
0.55 daily views
3629 total views
Gen. Conf. - One in the Crowd - Nuen...
PoeticIntensity
0 comments
This talk was wonderful!  It brought many memories of my adolescence to mind, along with quite a few ponderous questions which I had never before contemplated. I'm not sure if it's my current mood, or the Spirit or what, but this talk was wonderful. It brought back memories of my own childhood, when I made decisions which would bring on ma...
General Conference / Lds / Personal / Spiritual