Thu - Sep 25, 2008 : 11:20 am
excited
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PowWow
koyote Dreams
This weekend is a powwow, everybody knows I'm gonna be there! I'll be dacning until my legs give out, then I'll dance some more! Fancy shawl isthe BEST kinda of dance, I 'm so able to be me and to be free , the feeling of the wind in my hair as I bounce of the ground.... It almost feels like heaven!
This year knowing no was likely to ...
Wed - Sep 24, 2008 : 07:08 pm
confused
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Best friends?
koyote Dreams
This weekend is a big immportant PowWow and none of my friends have ever come before. This some is very important to me, so on Sunday in Young Womens I talked about it and asked every body to come ( Doubting any'd come) so I looked at my "bff" and said Will you come please? Every body is going to this party that's invite only ...
Sat - Sep 20, 2008 : 09:50 am
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Not happining
koyote Dreams
Well today I woke up and got dressed and all ready for my date. Then my mom came in and told me that I was not going the date unless he called to ask me... So I pretty much gave up on that! Then my cell phone rings and he said that he called my house but my Pa was on the computer so it not ring, I talked to him about where he wanted to meet and whe...
Fri - Sep 19, 2008 : 08:06 am
anxious
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Bad Dream
koyote Dreams
Last night I was depressed, I've been that way a lot. But last night I was ready to up and walk away, I went to my room and turned on the Raido and the song that was playing was so evil! The words were playing in my head over and over last night. Until something in my shut it off and just lay there crying!
I fell into a deep sleep, I dreamed abo...
Wed - Sep 17, 2008 : 08:07 pm
amazed
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Asked Out
koyote Dreams
OK, so my family had this stupid wager about when I'd be asked out right.... Well I wagered 3 months, cuz you know I'm ME. But my family all wagerd two to the three weeks, I even had some guy wager! But I just stayed here and tryed to stay focused on my work, home work, yard work, house work all that junk. I started talking to my friend who've I've...
Thu - Sep 11, 2008 : 07:31 pm
angry
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Why does this happen?
koyote Dreams
Why is it that when I try to make friends my Ex has to come in and mess things up? Theres this girl, she's got NO friends at church and from what I hear she ain't got none at school either. I wanted to be her friend, to give her some one so she end up like me, alone. She's a really great girl, but she don't just get it, I can't tell her about my ex...
Sun - Sep 07, 2008 : 07:39 pm
amazed
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Miss Helen
koyote Dreams
I live beside a lady named Helen, her husband died two years ago. Manti goes over and helps her out a lot. Well one day he was off somewhere ( I don't know where) so I went up to help her, after I helped she asked me to go swiming with her in her pool. Of coruse I went ( what do you think I am... Stupid?
) While we swam we talk...
Fri - Sep 05, 2008 : 12:20 pm
depressed
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Seminary
koyote Dreams
I've been reading Matthew in seminary and have been understanding things so much better. My teacher has us write down what jumped out out at us and tell why, so I've been doing it and have learned a lot about myself! Each week I give him my papers and he reads them and gives them back, he writes notes on the side and tells me what he things about i...
Fri - Sep 05, 2008 : 11:52 am
no mood
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Lifes problems
koyote Dreams
I've been working on getting my inactive Laurels, trying to get them to come back to church. Well I set up a class in my last BYC that I'd teach them all the Cha Cha on the 3 so I spent a lot of time getting ready, then once I had everything prepared I went to go have a tooth pulled and they used Latex! I don't do well at all with latex. So I...
Mon - Aug 25, 2008 : 06:05 pm
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RICKS
koyote Dreams
SO I've always wannted to go to Rcks ( BYU IDAHO) well two more years and I'm so there. I got my PA to help me find info about it, today I had a pack from the collage come in the mail. I was so exited!
The best part it, Sara is also planning on going that same time I am! That would be the best thing to ever happen to me. I mean Sara is my ...
Wed - Sep 24, 2008 : 07:08 pm
confused
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Best friends?
koyote Dreams
This weekend is a big immportant PowWow and none of my friends have ever come before. This some is very important to me, so on Sunday in Young Womens I talked about it and asked every body to come ( Doubting any'd come) so I looked at my "bff" and said Will you come please? Every body is going to this party that's invite only ...
Wed - Jun 11, 2008 : 10:43 am
bewildered
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Rude Boys at Girls Camp
koyote Dreams
(short story)
So I went to girls camp last week. I had a great time too!
They had each tent be a family and each family had an oldest girl, I was the oldest in the whole camp so I was the big sister. That ment that I had the job to watch after all the girls in my tent, witch canged each day because two went home and then something bad happend and all 6 girls fro...
Wed - Apr 30, 2008 : 02:58 pm
peaceful
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He must really love us
koyote Dreams
A few days ago some things were said that hurt my feelings really really bad. Needls to say I was kinda down. I started believeing what was said and felt really worthless, I called that girl I talked about in the last blog not the crush one but the one before that. Well I called her and just talked, turned out she was feeling kinda down too! ...
Mon - Aug 25, 2008 : 06:03 pm
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Butterfly of my heart
koyote Dreams
(poem)
I wrote this the otherday. It's not really what I write a lot of, so I ain't too sure about it. Let me know what you think please.
I'm gonna let my hair fall down,
Sit and watch the rain
Come around.
Each drop is a beautiful sound...
Shut my eyes so
My heart can see,
All that your love dose to me.
Take my heart and ...
Wed - Nov 05, 2008 : 08:09 pm
happy
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Testing
koyote Dreams
Church tonight was really good. I think every leader asked me tonight is something was wrong, I'm not a people person and they all know that, I did kinda wish that they would stop asking. But I let it go and told them everything was fine, and did the things I was asked and after church I went to sit by the car. And my ex did not bother me :-0 The l...
Thu - Apr 17, 2008 : 07:53 pm
confused
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Life for a southern girl
koyote Dreams
I've been talking to Johnny Depp, but one night while talking to him I saw this other girl post him telling him that she hates his singing and that he's fake. For about four days she just bashed him then I got to thinking; what if he ain't the real Johnny? I tryed looking at what he might have said to her, but I can't. If it ain't the REAL Johnny t...
Sat - Sep 20, 2008 : 09:50 am
blah
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Not happining
koyote Dreams
Well today I woke up and got dressed and all ready for my date. Then my mom came in and told me that I was not going the date unless he called to ask me... So I pretty much gave up on that! Then my cell phone rings and he said that he called my house but my Pa was on the computer so it not ring, I talked to him about where he wanted to meet and whe...
Sun - Apr 20, 2008 : 08:04 pm
depressed
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Not good enough
koyote Dreams
(poem)
I told you I love you,
And yet you broke my heart.
you had to run around,
Behind my back!
Now I'm sitting here,
I can't think of anyonelse!
But the one thing rings in my head,
Why was I never good enough for you?
How come I'm alone?
I wanted to give you my heart,
But you just can't be true,
Can you?
Now your running around,
Trying to m...
Fri - Sep 05, 2008 : 12:20 pm
depressed
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Seminary
koyote Dreams
I've been reading Matthew in seminary and have been understanding things so much better. My teacher has us write down what jumped out out at us and tell why, so I've been doing it and have learned a lot about myself! Each week I give him my papers and he reads them and gives them back, he writes notes on the side and tells me what he things about i...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 09:37 pm
bored
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My poem
koyote Dreams
(poem)
It's a new day,
And so I must fight.
Fight for my right live!
As time gose on,
I know my suffering will be small.
But why must I stuggle at all?
Time will go on,
And soon I'll be,
Just another scar on your heart.
Am I so alone?
My sadness and pain,
I'll never show.
But will time go on for me?
Can there be light behind my sorrow...
Thu - Oct 16, 2008 : 07:43 am
grateful
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Praying makes it better
koyote Dreams
I got the chance to go to work with my mom yesterday and help run the shop while doing some seminary when we had no people in the store. Around 3 I sat down at one of the desks and opend my books and the door bell rang and I got up since my mom was on the phone helping some one else, but the man went to some products that I have NO clue about so I ...
Tue - Apr 29, 2008 : 10:14 am
okay
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koyote Dreams
My best friend ever, She's more like a sister then a friend. She's kinda like the only friend I have here. I don't mean here here as in on this site, I mean like where I live. And she lives about 5 hours away from me. Well she's moving to this really really far away place, far enough I wont ge to see her again! I miss her so much.....
But I'm worr...
Mon - Apr 21, 2008 : 07:37 pm
exhausted
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Ridiculous
koyote Dreams
Here is another one of my poems, seems like all I do is write :-) This is one is not like my others, because this one is kinda happy. I think...... I wrote it back in December about how I felt about this guy, I was hiding from how I felt about him. So this is what I wrote.
I can't let myself feel like this!
It's so ridiculous,
I find I'm always ...
Wed - Jun 11, 2008 : 10:43 am
bewildered
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Rude Boys at Girls Camp
koyote Dreams
(short story)
So I went to girls camp last week. I had a great time too!
They had each tent be a family and each family had an oldest girl, I was the oldest in the whole camp so I was the big sister. That ment that I had the job to watch after all the girls in my tent, witch canged each day because two went home and then something bad happend and all 6 girls fro...
Wed - Apr 30, 2008 : 02:58 pm
peaceful
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He must really love us
koyote Dreams
A few days ago some things were said that hurt my feelings really really bad. Needls to say I was kinda down. I started believeing what was said and felt really worthless, I called that girl I talked about in the last blog not the crush one but the one before that. Well I called her and just talked, turned out she was feeling kinda down too! ...
Wed - Sep 24, 2008 : 07:08 pm
confused
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Best friends?
koyote Dreams
This weekend is a big immportant PowWow and none of my friends have ever come before. This some is very important to me, so on Sunday in Young Womens I talked about it and asked every body to come ( Doubting any'd come) so I looked at my "bff" and said Will you come please? Every body is going to this party that's invite only ...
Fri - Nov 28, 2008 : 06:40 pm
no mood
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I really like it
koyote Dreams
So, after almost being robbed at Wal-mart I came home talked to a friend went to bed. When I woke up I wrote this poem, " Never to cry" it makes scence to me because well there my feelings.
So comment and let me know what you think about " Never to cry"
Lost in wonder,
I can’t see why you l...
Sat - Sep 20, 2008 : 09:50 am
blah
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Not happining
koyote Dreams
Well today I woke up and got dressed and all ready for my date. Then my mom came in and told me that I was not going the date unless he called to ask me... So I pretty much gave up on that! Then my cell phone rings and he said that he called my house but my Pa was on the computer so it not ring, I talked to him about where he wanted to meet and whe...
Thu - Nov 06, 2008 : 05:55 pm
sick
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Hope it ain't from church
koyote Dreams
I had a real good day at church yesterday, I did talk to the Bishop and got things setteled. My ex left me alone so nothing hapend there, the only thing I did not like about it was that in our seminary class some one came and nocked on the door every few seconds and would run down the hallway. Then all the leaders botherd me about trying to f...
Thu - Apr 17, 2008 : 07:53 pm
confused
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Life for a southern girl
koyote Dreams
I've been talking to Johnny Depp, but one night while talking to him I saw this other girl post him telling him that she hates his singing and that he's fake. For about four days she just bashed him then I got to thinking; what if he ain't the real Johnny? I tryed looking at what he might have said to her, but I can't. If it ain't the REAL Johnny t...