FROM A WILD MIND 2

Here is another one of my poems, seems like all I do is write :-) This is one is not like my others, because this one is kinda happy. I think...... I wrote it back in December about how I felt about this guy, I was hiding from how I felt about him. So this is what I wrote.
I can't let myself feel like this!
It's so ridiculous,
I find I'm always think about you.
Both day and night.
But still I have to wonder,
Is this right?

To want to see you're face smiling back me?
To long to hear your voice,
That's calling my name?

This is not the same!
I feel so ridiculous.
Why do I feel like this?
Every where I turn I see your loving face.
I wonder if it's right.

Only to prepare to fight,
Can't do this to myself again,
No never again!
Even still,
I don't want to let you go!

Can we be? 
I just don't know.
My love for you,
I can never show!

I'm so ridiculous,
It's so ridiculous to hide from this!