Tue - Feb 24, 2015 : 01:27 am
So, I was just in bed just about to fall asleep (like within 1 or 2 minutes of sleeping), and I felt like I needed to come and write in my journal.
My prayers on Sunday evening, I believe it was, felt just like I was communing with the Spirit. Everything spiritual seemed so easily understood and understandable.
Man, I hope this makes sense, because I can barely type, let alone think about what I'm typing.
It was just so real, while I was praying. I prayed for about 25 minutes, and I didn't want it to end. It was just so clear and true and right and good, and I was reveling in it. Complete spiritual clarity. Nothing too revolutional was revealed unto me, it was just crystal clear, that this was true. God is real. Christ died for us. Nephi was an actual prophet, as was Joseph Smith. Everything. It was just... as true and as clear as anything I had ever touched or seen.
I can't help but long to be there. This life is certainly a test, and a test includes suffering, pain, loss, grief, etc... and I must continue on through it, to prove that I will do all that my Lord God commands me. The beauty of it all, is that after the test comes the confirmation.
God is real. He loves us more than we can comprehend. Love is the healer of all wounds. Christ's love exceeds all love, and He is the source of all light. Christ is everything to me. To be embraced in His arms again.... That is the point of my life. The end of everything I'm working for.
...and of course to bring along every person with me I possibly can.
I love thee, Heavenly Father. One day, I will worship thee at thy feet. Give to thee all that I am, and by the Grace of Christ, I will be allowed to dwell with thee for eternity.