Wed - Mar 05, 2008 : 08:59 pm
lonely
importance
it gets hard when you realize your not as important in someones life as you thought you were.
it gets even harder when their the most important part of yours.
love is something i long for. am i convinced that i have found the man for me, but does he even think of me in the same way. I feel like just another co-worker to him. i would give anything to just lay in his arms and feel his touch. my heart is filled with passion but seems like a curse when theres no one to share it with. I feel that if god put this passion in my heart that he will find someone to fill it....its just so hard to wait! this man is so amazing to me and he doesnt even realize how truely amazing he is. whenever i talk to him i feel like he really sees me. i just want to look him in the eyes and tell him how i feel....i want to scream "no one is ever gonna love you more than i do!"
i want him to feel the same way about me. why must i feel for someone so strongly when they dont feel the same way? will i ever find some how loves me this much?