Sat - Aug 09, 2003 : 10:57 am
Letter to unborn Luci
Ok... It's been a long time since I wrote in my journal... Sorry about that. Right now my life is good. I'm happy.....I'm blessed... Life is good. Just in case the other file gets deleted, here's a little letter I wrote to our baby-to-be.
Hello, mister or sister Jones the 1st. I don't even know where to begin in expressing my feelings for you... How long I've waited for you to come into my life. I can't wait to gaze into your eyes, to let your infant perfection seep a bit into my life. I need you. I want you to know that...that I need you, I want you, and I love you. Yeah, I'm scared about some of the decisions you might make during your life, but I want you to also know that I know there is a God in the heavens who can help us out during the tough times. He has always been there for me, and he will always be there for me as long as I live close to him.
The other day (July 31st) I went down to the clinic and your mother and I got our first little assurance that you are actually alive. We heard a little heartbeat coming from Sarah's tummy! Inside, I was overjoyed... It was so special to know that you're ok and you're really coming into our lives.
Thank you for choosing us, little one. I hope we can teach you properly so we can be together forever.
Yup.... Jason's gonna be a daddy. I'm not exactly sure how I really feel about this but, it's coming whether I'm ready or not. I've got so many vices and things I need to do better to be the father I want to be. It's sort of scary. Ohwell... I'm gonna read some scriptures now. See if I can't get the spirit roarin' today.