Tue - Apr 29, 2008 : 07:31 pm
confused
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A lost crush
koyote Dreams
Ok, I'm all confused! Theres this boy, he's a year older then me and majorly hott!
About a year I met him and fell for him :-) as girls do lol but this guy was somthing... something amazing he was perfect, I'm only 15 but I knew how perfect he was. Well we e-mailed everyday and he called me a few times. But he gose to school and leavs kinda ...
Tue - Apr 29, 2008 : 10:14 am
okay
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koyote Dreams
My best friend ever, She's more like a sister then a friend. She's kinda like the only friend I have here. I don't mean here here as in on this site, I mean like where I live. And she lives about 5 hours away from me. Well she's moving to this really really far away place, far enough I wont ge to see her again! I miss her so much.....
But I'm worr...
Mon - Apr 28, 2008 : 07:47 pm
exhausted
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Thoughts
koyote Dreams
WOW, feels like forever since I last came in here to write. My comp crashed and just now got back up. For now....
I am really glad that I've been able to talk to Christine, she's a really great girl! I signed up for a website she sent me. I'm going to try and find her LOL
I had a lot to write, but just don't feel much like doing it a...
Mon - Apr 21, 2008 : 09:29 pm
exhausted
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Sun shine
koyote Dreams
Well today has been ok. I've spent most of it playing with my brothers, but later on in the night I came onto the computer to find something I never expected! I found that my new friend CMT_Music_Awards she said things I'll never forget, made me cry.
I was suppost when I read what she said. I think she said she's only 11, she seems to be such a s...
Mon - Apr 21, 2008 : 07:37 pm
exhausted
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Ridiculous
koyote Dreams
Here is another one of my poems, seems like all I do is write :-) This is one is not like my others, because this one is kinda happy. I think...... I wrote it back in December about how I felt about this guy, I was hiding from how I felt about him. So this is what I wrote.
I can't let myself feel like this!
It's so ridiculous,
I find I'm always ...
Sun - Apr 20, 2008 : 08:04 pm
depressed
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Not good enough
koyote Dreams
(poem)
I told you I love you,
And yet you broke my heart.
you had to run around,
Behind my back!
Now I'm sitting here,
I can't think of anyonelse!
But the one thing rings in my head,
Why was I never good enough for you?
How come I'm alone?
I wanted to give you my heart,
But you just can't be true,
Can you?
Now your running around,
Trying to m...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:35 pm
lonely
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South of happienss
koyote Dreams
Well today my maw had this big Womens class about an hour away from here. So me and my family took her up there and we spent the few hours at the mall :-) We don't go to the mall to much cuz it's so far away! But I ain't t so sure I like it all that much, I ain't a people person my self. But it's ok some times. While I was there some very funny thi...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:05 pm
sad
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Evansence
koyote Dreams
I can't believe this. Evansence my all time favorite band the band I LOVE, I heard someting from them today that I never thought would happen. I got a cd that I've wanted today, got it home and started listing to it. Then I heard Amy Lee say the f word! "That's not right!" I thought to my self 'cuz Evansence don't cus. So I jumped on line...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 09:37 pm
bored
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My poem
koyote Dreams
(poem)
It's a new day,
And so I must fight.
Fight for my right live!
As time gose on,
I know my suffering will be small.
But why must I stuggle at all?
Time will go on,
And soon I'll be,
Just another scar on your heart.
Am I so alone?
My sadness and pain,
I'll never show.
But will time go on for me?
Can there be light behind my sorrow...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 08:35 pm
content
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Long long day
koyote Dreams
Today has been ok I guess.. My Maw and I stayed in the house all day and cleaned, while the boys worked in the yard. I hate "womens work"!!!! I rather be out side, but of corse I can't.
I'm tired!!! Tomorrow I'm suppost to skip out stake sports day and go with my Maw to this womens class thingy, I'm hoping that some one I know fr...
Mon - Apr 21, 2008 : 09:29 pm
exhausted
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Sun shine
koyote Dreams
Well today has been ok. I've spent most of it playing with my brothers, but later on in the night I came onto the computer to find something I never expected! I found that my new friend CMT_Music_Awards she said things I'll never forget, made me cry.
I was suppost when I read what she said. I think she said she's only 11, she seems to be such a s...
Mon - Apr 21, 2008 : 07:37 pm
exhausted
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Ridiculous
koyote Dreams
Here is another one of my poems, seems like all I do is write :-) This is one is not like my others, because this one is kinda happy. I think...... I wrote it back in December about how I felt about this guy, I was hiding from how I felt about him. So this is what I wrote.
I can't let myself feel like this!
It's so ridiculous,
I find I'm always ...
Wed - Apr 30, 2008 : 02:58 pm
peaceful
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He must really love us
koyote Dreams
A few days ago some things were said that hurt my feelings really really bad. Needls to say I was kinda down. I started believeing what was said and felt really worthless, I called that girl I talked about in the last blog not the crush one but the one before that. Well I called her and just talked, turned out she was feeling kinda down too! ...
Mon - Apr 28, 2008 : 07:47 pm
exhausted
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Thoughts
koyote Dreams
WOW, feels like forever since I last came in here to write. My comp crashed and just now got back up. For now....
I am really glad that I've been able to talk to Christine, she's a really great girl! I signed up for a website she sent me. I'm going to try and find her LOL
I had a lot to write, but just don't feel much like doing it a...
Mon - Aug 25, 2008 : 06:05 pm
blah
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RICKS
koyote Dreams
SO I've always wannted to go to Rcks ( BYU IDAHO) well two more years and I'm so there. I got my PA to help me find info about it, today I had a pack from the collage come in the mail. I was so exited!
The best part it, Sara is also planning on going that same time I am! That would be the best thing to ever happen to me. I mean Sara is my ...
Sat - Aug 23, 2008 : 02:19 pm
lonely
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I don't get 'em
koyote Dreams
Okay so two years ago this guy that I was so inlove with, kissed a chick right in front of me at Youth Confrence right. That hurt me a lot, but I let him go, but then he found me in a web site and and started talking to me, then his best friend (who is really cute) starts hitting on me and being all flirty and stuff, last night I went t...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:05 pm
sad
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Evansence
koyote Dreams
I can't believe this. Evansence my all time favorite band the band I LOVE, I heard someting from them today that I never thought would happen. I got a cd that I've wanted today, got it home and started listing to it. Then I heard Amy Lee say the f word! "That's not right!" I thought to my self 'cuz Evansence don't cus. So I jumped on line...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:35 pm
lonely
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South of happienss
koyote Dreams
Well today my maw had this big Womens class about an hour away from here. So me and my family took her up there and we spent the few hours at the mall :-) We don't go to the mall to much cuz it's so far away! But I ain't t so sure I like it all that much, I ain't a people person my self. But it's ok some times. While I was there some very funny thi...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 08:35 pm
content
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Long long day
koyote Dreams
Today has been ok I guess.. My Maw and I stayed in the house all day and cleaned, while the boys worked in the yard. I hate "womens work"!!!! I rather be out side, but of corse I can't.
I'm tired!!! Tomorrow I'm suppost to skip out stake sports day and go with my Maw to this womens class thingy, I'm hoping that some one I know fr...
Fri - May 23, 2008 : 08:05 pm
blah
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UGH
koyote Dreams
So Anyone ever heard of Paul Michael Glaser? He is like the best actor! Well next to Johnny Depp. But any way my Pa loves him, in high school he and his best friend were called "Starsky and Hutch" because they acted so much like the real Starsky and hutch. My PA was Starsky, and to this day is called that! he owns all the old tv shows on ...
Fri - Sep 05, 2008 : 11:52 am
no mood
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Lifes problems
koyote Dreams
I've been working on getting my inactive Laurels, trying to get them to come back to church. Well I set up a class in my last BYC that I'd teach them all the Cha Cha on the 3 so I spent a lot of time getting ready, then once I had everything prepared I went to go have a tooth pulled and they used Latex! I don't do well at all with latex. So I...
Thu - Sep 11, 2008 : 07:31 pm
angry
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Why does this happen?
koyote Dreams
Why is it that when I try to make friends my Ex has to come in and mess things up? Theres this girl, she's got NO friends at church and from what I hear she ain't got none at school either. I wanted to be her friend, to give her some one so she end up like me, alone. She's a really great girl, but she don't just get it, I can't tell her about my ex...
Wed - Sep 17, 2008 : 08:07 pm
amazed
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Asked Out
koyote Dreams
OK, so my family had this stupid wager about when I'd be asked out right.... Well I wagered 3 months, cuz you know I'm ME. But my family all wagerd two to the three weeks, I even had some guy wager! But I just stayed here and tryed to stay focused on my work, home work, yard work, house work all that junk. I started talking to my friend who've I've...
Sat - Aug 23, 2008 : 02:19 pm
lonely
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I don't get 'em
koyote Dreams
Okay so two years ago this guy that I was so inlove with, kissed a chick right in front of me at Youth Confrence right. That hurt me a lot, but I let him go, but then he found me in a web site and and started talking to me, then his best friend (who is really cute) starts hitting on me and being all flirty and stuff, last night I went t...
Fri - Nov 21, 2008 : 07:39 pm
irritated
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New poem
koyote Dreams
This is my new poem, I believe it or not was really trying to write a love poem. But I guess because something happend and I got upset just before writting, this what I got. So, yeah. Take a look at " Braking me" Feel free to tell me your thoughts please.
- - - Braking me - - -
No longer your here,
But my scars never leave.
W...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:35 pm
lonely
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South of happienss
koyote Dreams
Well today my maw had this big Womens class about an hour away from here. So me and my family took her up there and we spent the few hours at the mall :-) We don't go to the mall to much cuz it's so far away! But I ain't t so sure I like it all that much, I ain't a people person my self. But it's ok some times. While I was there some very funny thi...
Sat - Apr 19, 2008 : 08:05 pm
sad
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Evansence
koyote Dreams
I can't believe this. Evansence my all time favorite band the band I LOVE, I heard someting from them today that I never thought would happen. I got a cd that I've wanted today, got it home and started listing to it. Then I heard Amy Lee say the f word! "That's not right!" I thought to my self 'cuz Evansence don't cus. So I jumped on line...
Thu - Oct 09, 2008 : 12:20 pm
amazed
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A date... A new member?
koyote Dreams
The Powwow was great. Just what I needed, I spent a lot of time thinking and relaxing and getting over all the offel things that've happend! I danced and with each step I released my pain. It was truely amazing, but that's not what I want to talk about.. Not yet any way!
So this is how my story starts right, fridaynight I set up camp and then sa...
Mon - Aug 25, 2008 : 06:03 pm
blah
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Butterfly of my heart
koyote Dreams
(poem)
I wrote this the otherday. It's not really what I write a lot of, so I ain't too sure about it. Let me know what you think please.
I'm gonna let my hair fall down,
Sit and watch the rain
Come around.
Each drop is a beautiful sound...
Shut my eyes so
My heart can see,
All that your love dose to me.
Take my heart and ...
Fri - Apr 18, 2008 : 08:35 pm
content
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Long long day
koyote Dreams
Today has been ok I guess.. My Maw and I stayed in the house all day and cleaned, while the boys worked in the yard. I hate "womens work"!!!! I rather be out side, but of corse I can't.
I'm tired!!! Tomorrow I'm suppost to skip out stake sports day and go with my Maw to this womens class thingy, I'm hoping that some one I know fr...